Another month has passed. And yet I’m still in the same place. I’m still living at my in-laws. I’m still not a mama. I’m still not as skinny and healthy as I wish I was. I’m still not spending enough time with the Lord every morning. I’m still not being a wife who seeks to make her husband happier then herself.
I know that nothing can stand against me. Nothing can stop me. I will overcome these struggles. This situation I’m in will pass. This funk I’m in will end.
Don’t confuse this for sadness. My life is good. I’m doing things I love. But I’m full of uneasiness of what these next few months hold. Just a bundle of nerves.
And that’s when I tell myself to stop.
Doubting God. He is with ME. He has my plan all mapped out and written.
I simply have to follow it.