I really need to remember this. I made some mention to the fact that my life is in a million ways stressful right now. My husband and I are in the middle of making some tough decisions. Why we call them tough I'm not sure. God sees the big picture. He knows what is planned for our lives. He planned it. This trial that we are in is only a mere second of what our life is.
It's easy for me to write that. But when it comes to believing it, I struggle. My pride gets in the way. I don't want to be humble sometimes. I don't want to be embarrassed or admit to people I have made bad choices. I don't want to have to do the things I'm forced to do right now.
It's frustrating & tiring.
I'm worn out.
But I can find comfort in knowing that...
I need to listen to God.
I need to rely on him.
I need to STOP worrying.
He's got this.
Every situation I have been through, has prepared me for where I'm at right. this. very. second. God does not make mistakes. He does not let us down. He is with us every moment of our days. If only I would trust that & seek him instead of wondering what I could have done differently to fix my problems.
My now is right on time & I'm learning to embrace that.